wanted a 2009 "reflection post" but i didnt have the mood to.
kinda feeling anti social lately. :/
BUT THEN i'm totally bored now and have nothing to do.
alright then, i'll do it. urgh.

2009 was fast.
reallllllyyyyy fast.
it was, ups and downs.
there was lots and lots of happy times and sad times.
it was a fruitful year.(:

came to SAJC not knowing how JC life would be like.
missed nanhua like mad, the people and food.
enjoyed orientation and decided to join council.
didnt expect myself to get into 32nd, but well, i'm in!

32nd's probably the best thing that happened this year.
without council, i've have missed out alot not only for this year, but for my life!
given one more chance, i'll still choose to go through all the selection camp, ltc, commendation and etc.

met the best people in council and really, i dunno how to express how i feel through words la.
good friends would know how i feel, and how suck my eng/gp is. :D
though i definitely missed out alot in class and with secondary skl friends, due to work in council,
but we can't have everything right? we'll have to give up something for other things, right?

and den by right i'll write a paragraph each for all the people which i feel is important to me/made an impact in my life/ppl i wana thank/blablabla.
but this year i'll just post pictures. maybe a few sentences?
see my mood! here it goes, in random order!



32nd!♥
of course, without this whole bunch of mad people, JC life would suck.
for the whole of 2009 and times to come,
seriously, love you all forever! all that we've gone through!
all the events, the moments, and every single second spent!
will never be able to forget!
living on a prayer. ♥








shortclub!♥
i hope things will stay the same even if GN's over!
the so much love you two have showered me with!
without the two of you GN and council will have much less fun!
we'll nv grow too much taller right? haha.
sc forever!♥



NAT!♥
NATTY WETTY PANTY!
though i always bully you, appears to be a racist!
but i do love you much k!
GN and now kingdom!
we're both in the same thing tgt!
i really know i can trust you with everything and i know i can depend on you!
thank you for everything! i know you wont bully me and thank you for helping me in everything!
lovelove!♥




BITCH!♥
my beloved nickichua!
you know i love you!
i'll die without you man, i miss GN and all the time and extra time we've spent for GN!
our blood and sweat, our baby!
those times we talked through the nights about sponsorships and stuffs!
the bitching sessions we had!
i really miss them and will keep them in mind!
wherever you are, iloveyou!♥





TEH!♥
camwhore partner!
we'll only take more and more photos right!(:
thanks for all the support u've given and being with me all the while!
uploaded only a few of our photos cos i cant possibly upload ALL. HAHA.
love you short!♥








GNGs!♥ (minus nat)
GN comm would suck without any of you!
though we're always short of 1 when taking photo!:P
the love for GNGs will not change even if GN's over k!







Esther!♥
lead plus GN!
u're always here with me!
thank you for being here!
though i dont express my love for you as often, but i still do love you!♥



GN COMM!♥
GN's over but we'll never be over yea!
teh and i was talking about a GN COMM outing every 7th DEC!
we're the best comm ever, thanks whoever put me in this comm.
really really happy that GN comm is GN comm!
we work well all tgt!
LOVE!♥





JENNY!♥
sisterhood!
all the weird talks and emo talks on 985!
it's been quite long since we went home tgt already!
next year k, go home tgt i miss you!(:
love you!♥



JULIUS!♥
we'll go daily scoops once it reopen k!
i'm missing my lychee martini and waffle!
thank you for movies, icecreams, webcam and all the fun!
the train track! we need to go there in the day to take photooo!
we need to have camwhore sessions yo!
love love!♥




LOWYI!♥
for being such a bimbo and adding all the laughter to the classroom!
thankyou and ilu!
sorry for neglecting class so much for council i know its ages since i've even seen u!
go out soon i promise!♥


AMANDA!♥
always being the more quiet one but crazy at times!
thankyou for lending me ur ears when i needed to talk.
for the encouragement and support i needed.
love!♥



SERENETAN!♥
really glad that we're both in SA.
u're always always there when i cant seem to tell anyone something.
like things that i cant tell new friends and all.
u're there for me!
miss the talking sessions and "old friends" sessions. oh, with zj too.
love you alot!♥


JOYCENEO!♥
was really busy this year and missed out alot of fun with you and serene!
i hope we're still as close!
i miss you damn alot too!
meet up soon i love you muacks!♥



VICTORIATANWANYAN.♥♥♥
of course, without you i'll be dead by now.
for everything, EVERYTHING.
u're the best thing that happened to me in this pathetic life of mine.
always understanding me, guiding me.
teaching me stuffs, going through thick and thin and everything with me!


for holding on to me.(:
just being there when i need you,
scolding me for the stupid things i do even if you know i'll be sad.
sharing all my laughter, happiness, tears, sadness, frustrations and all my emotions.
i wont say thank you to you.

"I'll be right here to support your decision no matter what it is for you to get enough courage to follow it through."

i know, & ILOVEYOU.♥♥♥

one more person.
thank you for all that had happened.
forgetting all the sad times, were the happy times we had.
it was like a rollercoaster ride, really.
although it might be short, but i hope you were happy for that short while.
because i was.
i dunno wad really happened but i do think back sometimes.
but we cant change anything now can we?
i've learnt and we'll all move on,
time really helps.

FINISHEDDDDD
i guess i'm done with this post.

OHHHHH MANNNN HOW CAN I FORGET. :D

WONGYANGPING!♥
of course! always there like a big brother!
haha, read me like an open storybook!
bringing me around involving me in chim stuffs that i'll nv imagine myself doing!
helping me explore the world and always not forgetting me when he got good lobangs!
(eh we go sell uniform every year k! :P)
someone that i know i can go to in times of trouble and when i need help!
ahhh, wad should i do when u're in army! faster come out k!
u're the best yo i love you!♥

k, i THINK should be no more le bah.
i'll add on again if there's more!

2009's ending soon and i'm really scare of 2010. REALLY.
2010 can u dont comeeeeeee!):
i have many many many wishes for next year but half of it i know will not come true!
how shitty is that.
but with all my loves, i'll survive 2010!(:

oohhhh! we're halfway there!
woahhh! living on a prayer!(:

GOODBYE 2009. GOODBYE ALL MY SADNESS!
HELLO 2010, HELLO As. (urghhhh!)